mediocre longings

“need to lose a few lbs. be­fore
sum­mer. need to lose a few lbs.
be­fore sum­mer so i can get that
tat i saw in the ink shop yes­ter­day
(twas so very pret­ty). got to save
up so i can get that tat i saw in the
ink shop. need to watch my calo­rie
in­take so i can lose those lbs. be­fore
sum­mer, so when i get my new tat
that was so very pret­ty, it will look
good on me, that is, i will look good
with it on me. hope i get that in­ter­view
this week. hope that i’ll get that
in­ter­view be­cause then i can start to
make some re­al mon­ey, be­cause, if
i start to make some re­al mon­ey i can
save up and get that tat i saw yes­ter­day
in the ink shop, but not be­fore i lose
a few lbs. got to watch my calo­rie
in­take in or­der to do that. but i have to
ex­er­cise too. i def­i­nite­ly hope that
in­ter­view­er calls for that job then,
be­cause when he calls i can ace that
thing and i will fi­nal­ly be mak­ing re­al
mon­ey. fi­nal­ly put that col­lege de­gree
to some use. got to pay that thing off.
i will do that as soon as i start sav­ing,
but not un­til i get my tat—the one i
saw in the ink shop yes­ter­day, it was
so very pret­ty. it will go good with
most of my out­fits. but all my out­fits
that fit me now, i’ll have to get rid of
when i have lost that weight. got to
do that be­fore sum­mer. lose those lbs.
be­fore sum­mer will mean i have to
watch my calo­rie in­take and ex­er­cise
though. i will have to start run­ning or
go to a gym, or both. but a gym costs
mon­ey. but that’s al­right be­cause when
i ace that in­ter­view this week af­ter the
guy calls i will be mak­ing re­al mon­ey.
then i will be able to fi­nal­ly get some
new out­fits that will go with my pret­ty
new tat­too and i will be able to show it
off, look­ing so good af­ter i’ve lost that
weight i need to lose. of course that will
be easy af­ter i have been go­ing to the gym
and run­ning for a while. i just need to
save up some mon­ey quick af­ter i get
this job that guy’s gonna call me about,
so i can pay for the gym mem­ber­ship.
then, while i am work­ing out and run­ning
i will be sav­ing up to get that pret­ty
tat i saw yes­ter­day at the ink shop. then
when i get the tat, i will be look­ing good
be­cause i’ve been work­ing out. that’s when
i will take the mon­ey that i have been sav­ing
to get new out­fits that will go with that pret­ty
tat on my new body look­ing so good and use
it to get those new out­fits. af­ter that i will
start sav­ing up to pay off the loan i took to
get my de­gree, be­cause i can do that any time.
sum­mer on­ly comes once a year, and i got
to lose a few lbs. be­fore sum­mer.”